Otherways: Making Amends (NC-17)

[master_obiwan]

He's in his room.

He's naked.

He's kneeling on his bed, arms raised above his head and chained to the ceiling.

Don't ask how he managed to get like that. He just did.

His eyes are downcast and the Sith is safely locked away really, really tightly.

Now, it's just a matter of time before she arrives.

When she does, she'll find all sorts of toys laid out for her to use.

And a trussed-up Obi-Wan.

Joy.

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[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"Agh!" he cries out loudly again. It's bordering on an all-out scream. If this keeps up, she'll have him truly screaming before long.

Again, the pain makes him arch away from it, his head still back from when she yanked it. His eyes are squeezed shut and his face is contorted with pain.

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

She'd gag him but you know... she probably wants to hear him scream. After all, he broke down her mental barriers and made her feel pain. Oooh, that just makes her see red, well, that's a contradiction in a half but we get the picture.

Said whip slams down harder, enough to draw blood, those sharp nails following in the whip's wake.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

And he feels skin rip on his body. One sharp point hits an open wound she made with her nails and takes a piece of him with it.

His cry of pain is wrenched out of him And his head drops. Tears stream down his face, but doesn't sob. He just tries to control the shaking of his body...

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

And that probably goes on for a bit too. Her taking her anger out on him, her bringing that whip down to connect against his back. Yeah... talk about lovely crisscross patterns along his back.

She doesn't have to see his eyes or him him sob to know he's crying. That only makes things worse because it's making it to where she wants to cry. To where she just wants to break down. And it's all because of him. She understands that he's got to achieve some semblance of balance before the kids are born but he doesn't realize what hell she's been through because he's not been there for her.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

But this point, he is openly crying and screaming in pain. Each time the whip connects he feels it dig in just that little bit deeper, feels it hit just that bit harder.

If this is what she was feeling, then he was thrice-damned for disappearing on her. Through his sobs, the words "I'm sorry," are continually whispered, almost chant-like in the way he says them.

He's really, really sorry.

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

As he should be.

And she eventually just unchains him before laying out on the bed and curling up into a ball. She lays there in silence for what seems like forever before just breaking completely. She shuts her brown eyes as the tears just slide down her cheeks.

Yeah, now he can really see how messed up she was. How badly his being gone affected her.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

He falls forward as his hands fall free. He's crying uncontrollably now, too.

After a moment, he manages to turn and drag himself to where Padme is. He just lays next to her on his stomach, one hand reaching out to grip a piece of her clothing.

And he's there, tears streaming down his face, hiccupping softly.

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

Where as his tears will stop hers more than likely won't. Not right away. Actually, might take a long while before hers does because its all the pain, anger... the fact that she felt, alone. Even though feeling alone shouldn't of bothered her. She'd been alone since before coming to the damnable Bar she shouldn't feel alone now. But she did. She'd allowed herself to get attached. Probably doesn't help that a version of her ex-husband is around either and the fact that she still loves him too.

Right... all these lines of thought just have her in more tears. She doesn't even say anything. Her throat feels too choked up as it is because of all the crying. She's never cried this much, not that she can think of anyways. And it just... she just doesn't know anymore.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

And then he's being pretentious and moving up so he can pull her into his arms.

Forget that if she does hold onto him she'll be holding onto raw skin slick with blood.

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

And she just curls up in his arms. The tears don't stop though. "Don't ever do that. Not again. Please." The words come out sounding a bit choked up by her tears and her body is shaking. She's just... she can't handle it. Not right now.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

His hands caress her, fingers moving through her hair soothingly.

"I'm sorry, love. I'm really sorry. I can't let him near you. Not like this," he murmurs against her hair. "I'll show you where I'll be, I promise. So if you can't find me you know where to go."

He kisses the top of her head. "You can't tell anybody, though. Nobody until or unless I say so. I need to do this on my own and I don't need distractions."

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"I know..."

And she did know. Braeden couldn't be around her while she was pregnant but that didn't stop it. Didn't stop the fact that it felt like he'd abandoned her.

"I won't."

By the Force she couldn't make the tears stop.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"I'd never leave you. Not like that. Always here unless I tell you..."

And he's showering her with gentle kisses.

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"But that's just it. It's Leia that's been there for me. Not you."

She's such a jumbled mess right now it isn't funny.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"And I'm greatful for that. I'm glad it's family and not strangers."

Pause. "I promise you, you'll always know where to find me when you need me. I'm only going to ever be in three or four different places. If I see my door, I will ignore the bastard."

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

And he had to go off and mention his damnable door. Stupid move Kenobi. Real stupid. She gives a slight shrug to it though. Promises... yeah, she's not so sure she trusts those anymore either.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

He sighs.

"How about you don't leave my side until you're damn-well good and ready?"

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"I'd get in your way and we can't have that."

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"You don't leave my side. When I'm working, you can sit safely outside the door, that way you'll know the instant I leave. We'll get you something comfy to sit on."

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"Who says its safe outside the door?"

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"I do. I made sure of it. You'll be in the hallway here. I'll be in my work rooms." Pause. "I'll recruit Leia to guard you, if you wish."

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"I don't need a guard Obi-Wan Kenobi." She states making a face at that.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"Then don't complain about your safety."

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

She glares at him. Kenobi you just got hurt majorly don't piss her off or send her in tears again. Sheesh... you'd think you'd had enough of that by now.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

He cups her face and looks down at her. "Don't look at me like that. I'm trying to work this out so you don't feel abandoned when I finally start working. I'd rather not have you ripping flesh off my back again."

[Post for Dom in Leawyn's journal, love. I wanted to wait so I could combine a couple of ideas but this not having a thread to play in was making her jumpy. Yeesh. *hugs and smooches*]