Otherways: Making Amends (NC-17)

[master_obiwan]

He's in his room.

He's naked.

He's kneeling on his bed, arms raised above his head and chained to the ceiling.

Don't ask how he managed to get like that. He just did.

His eyes are downcast and the Sith is safely locked away really, really tightly.

Now, it's just a matter of time before she arrives.

When she does, she'll find all sorts of toys laid out for her to use.

And a trussed-up Obi-Wan.

Joy.

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[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

As he should be.

And she eventually just unchains him before laying out on the bed and curling up into a ball. She lays there in silence for what seems like forever before just breaking completely. She shuts her brown eyes as the tears just slide down her cheeks.

Yeah, now he can really see how messed up she was. How badly his being gone affected her.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

He falls forward as his hands fall free. He's crying uncontrollably now, too.

After a moment, he manages to turn and drag himself to where Padme is. He just lays next to her on his stomach, one hand reaching out to grip a piece of her clothing.

And he's there, tears streaming down his face, hiccupping softly.

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

Where as his tears will stop hers more than likely won't. Not right away. Actually, might take a long while before hers does because its all the pain, anger... the fact that she felt, alone. Even though feeling alone shouldn't of bothered her. She'd been alone since before coming to the damnable Bar she shouldn't feel alone now. But she did. She'd allowed herself to get attached. Probably doesn't help that a version of her ex-husband is around either and the fact that she still loves him too.

Right... all these lines of thought just have her in more tears. She doesn't even say anything. Her throat feels too choked up as it is because of all the crying. She's never cried this much, not that she can think of anyways. And it just... she just doesn't know anymore.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

And then he's being pretentious and moving up so he can pull her into his arms.

Forget that if she does hold onto him she'll be holding onto raw skin slick with blood.

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

And she just curls up in his arms. The tears don't stop though. "Don't ever do that. Not again. Please." The words come out sounding a bit choked up by her tears and her body is shaking. She's just... she can't handle it. Not right now.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

His hands caress her, fingers moving through her hair soothingly.

"I'm sorry, love. I'm really sorry. I can't let him near you. Not like this," he murmurs against her hair. "I'll show you where I'll be, I promise. So if you can't find me you know where to go."

He kisses the top of her head. "You can't tell anybody, though. Nobody until or unless I say so. I need to do this on my own and I don't need distractions."

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"I know..."

And she did know. Braeden couldn't be around her while she was pregnant but that didn't stop it. Didn't stop the fact that it felt like he'd abandoned her.

"I won't."

By the Force she couldn't make the tears stop.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"I'd never leave you. Not like that. Always here unless I tell you..."

And he's showering her with gentle kisses.

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"But that's just it. It's Leia that's been there for me. Not you."

She's such a jumbled mess right now it isn't funny.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"And I'm greatful for that. I'm glad it's family and not strangers."

Pause. "I promise you, you'll always know where to find me when you need me. I'm only going to ever be in three or four different places. If I see my door, I will ignore the bastard."

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

And he had to go off and mention his damnable door. Stupid move Kenobi. Real stupid. She gives a slight shrug to it though. Promises... yeah, she's not so sure she trusts those anymore either.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

He sighs.

"How about you don't leave my side until you're damn-well good and ready?"

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"I'd get in your way and we can't have that."

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"You don't leave my side. When I'm working, you can sit safely outside the door, that way you'll know the instant I leave. We'll get you something comfy to sit on."

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"Who says its safe outside the door?"

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"I do. I made sure of it. You'll be in the hallway here. I'll be in my work rooms." Pause. "I'll recruit Leia to guard you, if you wish."

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"I don't need a guard Obi-Wan Kenobi." She states making a face at that.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

"Then don't complain about your safety."

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

She glares at him. Kenobi you just got hurt majorly don't piss her off or send her in tears again. Sheesh... you'd think you'd had enough of that by now.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

He cups her face and looks down at her. "Don't look at me like that. I'm trying to work this out so you don't feel abandoned when I finally start working. I'd rather not have you ripping flesh off my back again."

[Post for Dom in Leawyn's journal, love. I wanted to wait so I could combine a couple of ideas but this not having a thread to play in was making her jumpy. Yeesh. *hugs and smooches*]

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

She gives a slight sigh. "I know that. I know what you're trying to do." And she did damnit, she just didn't want him treating it like she needed some kind of damn guard. Not like she was a damn treasure to be guarded or something.

[Tays]

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

[*wipes a tear of joy* My darling team won the World Cup. I'm so proud. May or may not disappear for the celebrations. Have no idea if we're heading down or if we're gonna avoid it. Will let you know either way ;)]

Oh, but to him she was. The most precious treasure, and now that she was carrying his children? Right, no one goes near her with the intention of hrting her without going through his lightsabre first.

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

[Otays. *smooches*]

Except not to her she wasn't. It maybe one thing for him to think she was but she didn't see it. Whatever he saw she just didn't see. She shakes her head a bit. Right... it'd do no good to ask him a question like that just to have him give her some odd look.

[master-obiwan.livejournal.com]

He runs his fingers through her hair, just looking at her. "Is there anything else that needs to be discussed, love?"

[darksithsenator.livejournal.com]

"Why in the hell do you even give a damn, Obi-Wan? What in the hell do you really see that obviously I'm not?" Yeah, that probably came out of nowhere but she really wants to know. What the hell would Kenobi see in someone that Anakin had before hand? She's possibly not exactly feeling that secure, obviously. And the whole snuggling up to Anakin before... probably didn't help her try and figure that out.